Counting seconds to…
Time gone by
It’s early at night…
at least for myself because i always awake at night until the sun rises up, and i don’t know why, these few days behind, i felt like i am somebody else, i don’t sure what i’ve thinkin’ for, what i’m searching for, what i’ve expecting for.. i just can’t stop those feeling inside me..
and now i’m counting seconds to 00.00 o’clock, it’s going to change to july 11th, where it’s supposed tobe my birth day. What’s waiting there after the date? what am i waiting for now? am i waiting for phone calls from special ones? am i expecting birthday gifts? nope!
Just gimme clearer view for the days, because if i felt grey, the sky blackened.. just like these few days behind… clouds still hanging on there, but no rainfalls drop the tears, the wind blows slowly and breeze the air…it’s cold… i am NOT sad, i just… just don’t know!!..
ah it’s better for me to go home now and play guitars hopefully i found peace and calm…
